my day was terrible today. dont know why but i am damn emotional these days. if i dont blow my top over the slightest thing then i would end up crying over little stuff which i am used too. its seriously hard to make unpleasant comments fall on deaf ears. its either i end up going berserk one fine day or die! its really hard coming to terms with it. each tym try something or someone wil just ruin it. i really dont know what to do.




went out to plaza sing with bibi. today i had the shopping spree mood in me so we patronize alomost every store. and has come up with a list of wat we should each buy. hopefully 100 bucks would be enough. had KFC for lunch and mum brought back KFC for dinner. i think i am chicken sick! it seems lyk i am going to continue gaining instead of losing weight. and had banana split and oreo cheese cake for tea break. my goodness! so sleepy so NITES(:


my goodness dont think i can pass my coporal. will be starting POP planing very soon so i guess most of the tym would be spent to do the planing. i think theres something weirdly wrong with me. been feeling very emotional lately. i would just blow my top over the slightest thing. but it should do me some good cause keeping everything to myself would cause me more problem. i want to have an early nites cause i am so tired and thank goodness there is no hmwrk.
goodnight&sweet dreams


hi! today we took our height&weight and guess how much i weigh. my goodness lah. i wil have to lose LOADS of weight and stop eating supper to begin with. aft sch hang out with bibi for a while. otw we actually spied sumone and it was really damn funny. we actually stoped by at the hawker cantre to wait for them but then they already went off because we were more focused with our work and talk&also because we sat so far away. but nvrmd hopefully next tym we have better luck. haha. haven studied for my coporal test. think i would be doing so at the very last minute. all the best to me and my squadmates. had dinner outside today. wanted dad to buy me a new earpiece but can't find the suitable one! nights(:


hi(: having little regret taking POA but i don't plan to drop out so buck up gal! mum says she will get tuition for me but not so soon. the teacher is a bore and also physics my god if i dun get a tuition teacher no way i can pass when the one teaching is mr lim. count on my luck i guess?! ooh. in two days tym taking my coporal hopefully can clear it and hopefully get my rank faster. cause my lance coporal- i was the last want to take it though i met standard criteria. forget it aftall its the past but seriously, damn it! haha. nite!


hi! got my bursary ystrdy.plan to go shopping with hundred bucks and save the rest . i just don't know anymore. i don't think so i can hang on in what i am doing right now. its not like i did not try. i feel lyk i am forced to do somethg i will never be able to put my heart in. i can quit if i want to but i don't want to see 2 yrs of helpful marks in the future gone into thin airs. it looks lyk i just have to be patient for another 2 yrs. just have to live to persuade myself.


hey! just finished ironing my uniforms. had tuition just now and its damn funny okay. i was so sleepy, i could barely keep my eyes wide open and so was my teacher and ended up getting my figures wrong bt with the correct working . lyk wen i was suppose to add the indices together i times them and when the ans should be a fraction my ans was a whole no. my tuition teacher & i laughed. good thg she was patient&understanding and ended tuition little early. i was lyk a total idiot. nite(:


hi! went to school slightly "late" today. around 7.28. i am so tired this days. slept for two hours just now. i wanna go out tmr bt i have tuition. i wan to get a new bag soon. till here so goodnight!


went out with bibi to buy my shoes at city hall. then went to eat as bibi was hungry. i was on diet so i ate fruits. no lah! i was not hungry. aft that we went to popular. wanted to get my files but had a change of mind. nite! btw HAPPY B'DAE NURUL!

hey guy i don;t care what big fcuk you are! but if you have things to talk about me tell me face to face. get things right first. i don't manipulate her mind to hate what i hate. she has brains to think right ? if she herself doesn't like it then why complicate matters ?


hey!(: so super duper long since i blog .dd nurul's advanced party today. she actually thought i forgot her bdae so that does shows my ignorant act was great ? bought her this lovley dress and i hope she would love it. went for training today. totally tried my best to be passionate but at the end of the day its all back to square. i dd tried afteral. and also we have to bring our full-u & pt kit every training. wth? anyway i am so so so sleepy. goodnight xD


heys! hate the fact schools starting tmr. the big problem is that i haven buy my shoe so i will be wearing a torn wan. too little too late to regret not wating to buy my shoes when dad initiated it. shit! and i hope the dye colour is not that obvious afterall its dark brown ? i hate it hate it hate it that sch is starting already. && haven even do a single piece of hmwrk! HAHAHA!


HAPPY NEW YEAR !